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tagged: #luhan #rant #luhan's health is a sensitive topic to me #hence why I snapped #kailu

ohsehunn:

when jongin notices that luhan is feeling down… (1/2)

modified the original photoset to emphasize a point.

okokok please excuse me but I really am in dire need to rant. to be frank, 140 characters a tweet just won’t cut it this time so I’m going to spill everything here. To my older followers: I know I never do this but I really could not hold myself back this time :\

first and foremost, I’m not usually the type to give into petty internet fights and hateful messages (in my inbox). Usually when I am confronted with these kinds of messages, it is very easy to ignore because I respect that it is THEIR opinion and they will always be entitled to sharing it. Also, I acknowledge that those who bother my asks excessively lack the mental capacity to even fathom my response if I were to give one.

Moreover, moving on to my point, lately I have realized a trend with online fans. I am aware that the fandom is in shambles and the blame game is being thrown around in every direction that I am starting to get a whiplash. Because of…well recent events, the fandom is once again taking sides and I can relate to that! I am only a fan of sehun and luhan, after all, so I completely understand! What bothers me though is that those who have chosen a designated side find the need to drag down other members to emphasize their beliefs.

Ok, let me be more direct because I feel like I am being all over the place, myself. Because of hzt’s “comeback,” he has garnered not only accolades but negative comments as well. And I guess as a defense mechanism, his fans have seemed to target wyf and luhan as pawns to justify their arguments. and I quote, “I hope that he’s [tao’s] leaving the group that he loves so much ~actually~ for his health. Not like, cough, the other two who made up excuses just because they want to be successful on their own and make it hard for the others.”

Now I will not deny this statement because even I cannot speak for my very own bias, Luhan. However, what does tick me off is that there are people who actually believe that his apparent “illness” was just an “excuse” to leave the group and to “make it hard for the other exo members” since wyf just left prior to him. So yes, I am giving in to petty internet wars because I am – with a lack for better words – butthurt. I mean, I am only human.

Anyway, the reason why this particular comment riled me up so is because I am actually repulsed with how much people completely undermine phobias (in Luhan’s case, acrophobia). Honestly, I could not care less if there are people who hate Luhan for leaving. It is fine. But what I do get bothered by is when people think of him as a liar. Do you think that he would pretend to get ill during live performances? For what? A dramatic flare? Do you think that he would pretend to be hospitalized? Do you honestly think he would exaggerate his fear of heights for attention? Why do you think Yixing (one of the most genuine members in exo, by the way) would still support him? Why would their very own leader, Suho, tell EXO-L’s to not only keep supporting EXO but Luhan as well (source. beijing tlp)? I’m just going to leave it at that. It is not my intention to shove my opinion down anyone’s throats. All I’m asking is for people to just stop and think and stop making judgements cloud your brains just so you could have ample reason to hate Luhan. Luhan, who is not even trying to add salt to already open wounds. Luhan, who is not trying to even throw “shade” at anyone. Luhan, who is just quietly doing his own thing (much like wyf I think).

To those who stuck around and read this brain vomit, you must also be wondering why I’m writing all of this under a kailu post. Well, to answer your question, when I first saw this moment quite a long time ago, I always wondered what was wrong with Luhan here. He looked so distressed. What were Kai, Suho, and Chanyeol comforting Luhan for? Now, with the turn of events, I guess it kind of makes sense. To those who don’t understand where I’m going, this gif takes place at the Incheon airport.

Now I know that it might be childish of me to draw such ludicrous conclusions after analyzing a moment that only took a minute long.

I’m going to end my rant here and try to carry on now that I have gotten this all out of my chest.

Jul 23rd at 10AM / via: ohsehunn / op: ohsehunn
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